"I don't know if i love you now...i don't know if i'll love you ever. one thing i do know though is that i'll never regret saying yes to you...saying yes to us...
not very long ago, i would often tell myself that i don't need a love object to be happy and that life would still be life with or without one...i wouldn't say that i was wrong...after all, i was happy with my life then. But then again, my life shared with you now is way happier
it may be a little premature for me to be saying these things. we've only been together for days and understandably, i am still at my emotional high. But really, this is one of the greatest chapters of my life...and every so often i would be looking back at this if only to be reminded how at one point, i felt great letting myself love intensely."
Yes, it was a great start. but for me, it was never a game. it ended up flat? aren't you happy that it ended. this relationship to you, after all, has become an obligation...i distinctly remember that text message you sent "tell me if you want me to go there, because i'll go there if you want me to." was there ever a time when you came to see me only because you wanted to see me and not because i told you to?
just to be clear, i do not doubt that you loved me back, and for that thank you. hindi nga lang siguro tayo on the same page because i wanted more than what you were willing to give
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