Maybe, friends. At most, friends. But lovers, no more. I am not even hoping. I have given up all hopes of us getting back together. You were, and still are, great with words. I hate myself for believing. Maybe you meant what you had been telling me. I don't know. You miserably failed in your actions. I resent you for so many things. (And I am sure you resent me for so many things too. I was never the perfect girlfriend, i must admit. Diba nga psycho at times. =) But there is no use crying over spilled milk. I saw this coming. I just wish I ended us much earlier. Perhaps it would have been much easier.Perhaps I am happier now somewhere else, with someone else. And maybe you are too with someone else. We would have been two less lonely people in the world by now. Bakit ba kasi nagpadala ako to your flattery, to your kind gestures.

Hays.

This is excruciating.

I'll just sleep it off tonight. I just hope tomorrow when I wake up, this feeling is gone with no trace of it whatsoever.