I am still trying to make sense of what happened to us. I thought we were ok but you just dropped me like a hot potato. Worse, you never bothered to explain what happened in that seven days that we were not together. I am losing my head trying to come up with an intelligent explanation of what happened, what i have done. Do you have a new girl? Have you gotten your old one back? Now, it doesn't matter.

I am moving on. No more second chances this time. Though i doubt that you'd still want one. You seem intent with your resolve.

NOTHING it is!

Its hard. I'm quitting cold turkey too. But I'm sure i'll manage.

You said you wanted me back but these were all lip service. You never really showed that you did want me back..or maybe, intermittently, when we were together. but as it was for you from the start, out of mind, out of sight. I would practically have to beg you to come and see me, to talk to me. Maybe you changed for a time, but maybe i just wasnt goood enough. You were back to your old ways. No doubt you loved me. Your passivity was just something else.

Now you are blaming me.

Anything other than a yes is no? Read between the lines. Weren't actions enough? I was just waiting for you to do your part.

Anything other than a stay is go? You'd stay if you really wanted to. Do i run the relationship?

Anything less than "I love you" is lying. I told you this over and over again.

Again, i have my faults but really i tried. I believe i did except perhaps on that part regarding staying in ACCRA and slaving away there. But this you don't understand. I am in a place where i love, and where i love what i am doing.

Perhaps its really just plain irreconcilable differences. We each take part of the blame for what happened. It is better that way, i guess.

I wish you all the best. I sincerely do.

Thanks for the ride. It was bumpy at times but it was worth all my close to six years.

Now on to the next chapter.